"Sprung By Invisible"

This is it; he fits
I can’t help but be sprung
I’ve taste his honey dipped melody’s as they emerge from his tongue
He touches my invisible; hmmm, deeper than my heart
I have embraced his light, after a fierce battle from the dark
I appeared out of all others complete and in full bloom
My spirit, exposed, when I walked into his room
Locked in, my invisible, touched like never before
I never looked back; it is Him I adore
I am committed completely in truth and honesty
He lifts me high for the reward, I’m kept from insanity
Love is impossible we think cause this is how we’re taught
It hurts, be careful, so show me what you bought!
My Invisible is real, and it can’t be faded
Remember I’m sprung, it’s not complicated.
He brought me out when others stayed in
I’m not knocking them, I’ll cover them, they’ll know when
My Invisible is not exclusive, you may see Him

N O W H E R E
You didn’t know you were naked, until someone whispered in your ear.
Not all whispers will be sweet, so don’t get it twisted
The keyword is “Sprung” be ready when he visits.
Could the Invisible have always existed
I felt the power of powerlessness; I had to admit it
A belief that something is there, but it really isn’t?
I sit and wait with such anticipation
A raw seed drenched in milk chocolate llibations
He touches me everywhere I’m made new with every revelation
Protected and Pruned from trials and tribulation
I am Sprung! You need to want to imagine
It be you so you could see what happens
Just to feel his touch when others think it irrelevant
to meet Invisible
and know Him, heaven sent.

"A true story"

A friend asked me the other day, not necessarily exact but you'll get my point...maybe! "How is it that Adam and Eve were the only people on the earth? "How is it that the human race could have started from simply 2 people?" At the time I only responded by saying this is a question that I can not answer. Maybe if I thought hard enough, I could have conjured up something. But who's to say that, in my own belief, my explanation would make sense to him. In truth, my own quest for a closer relationship with God does not take me in that direction. A challenge on this level is not my motivation. I only wish to be in my own understanding of my own purpose in life. (if that makes sense) It was not my intent to be direspectful to him or the question. I only felt his persistence in every attempt to make me answer, was quite provoking. I even wondered if the question was asked of a clergyman, would he have answered. I would believe he would say something like this: "As a man thinks, so he is". This what comes to mind. Whether we believe Adam and Eve were the first and only at that time, perhaps it is that this "concept" allows us to be who we are today. Whether we believe, could it simply be that the idea of Adam and Eve was just by mere interpretation or perception of what someone, in his own period recorded? Is it so hard to believe that communication between the human race is completely dependent upon
"concept". I do not profess to be
religious, an intellect, a scholar, and definitely not a clergy. I do consider myself a smart woman with a sense that may be more common than most. There is such probable cause in religion, so I am smart enough not 2 impose my belief and/or try to prove one wrong in their belief. The only thing that makes religion agreeable, in my eyes, no matter what, is that all religions seem to work to discover and re-discover what they have lost. Myles Monroe says that this is where the frustration lies in mankind. It seems true, the more people chase and attempt to touch God, their journey... >

"Get Ready"

Life never goes as planned,
but who the hell cares,
Just know that when you land
You gotta be ready for the stares.
It's all in the eyes, the haters and nay sayers
those who don't believe along with passive spectators
They watch paralyzed, fearful of information
Covering their ears, mouths, and eyes, content in their incubators.
Season's change and we know nothing stays the same
So as you stick to old ways, your crisis will remain
Sheilds up, they watching, let us hold steady
We always look for peace, but get your swords ready!
The journey may not always go your way or as you have planned
The confirmation comes from on high, not from Man.
"Man" stands for not just a man, but for a woman as well
We are not exempt, as we know, our time will tell
How "we" work our magic, for "we" are the more complex
We have such greater powers, but can use them out of context.
We hoot and we holla, just to be heard!
All the while screeching, never listening to the words!
We hear what we want to hear, never get the complete concept
We rant and rave, til old age has crept.
Before we realized, life has passed us by
desperation shows with not much time to fly.
Get in where you fit in, in order to rediscover your purpose
Believers without the "buts", leave no time to interpret
Some may not UNDERSDTAND, some STANDOVER in judgment
Gotta keep it movin'
not matter what,
those are the ones stagnant.
My motivation comes from many things here on this earth.
My purpose is to share my gifts,
I've learned a great deal since birth.
I just look like this, and many of you can never tell
by my physical, so you say what the hell
is she talking 'bout, she ain't been through nothing!
She look young as hell, she'on know nothing 'bout struggling!
I have had only pennies, but then at the drop of a dime,
My life had to change and I had to be ready everytime....


Life never goes as planned,
but who the hell cares
Just know that when you land,
You gotta be ready for the stares!!!

LET"S GO!...

...A slap in the face

This note speaks to all my fellow Queens!-

It's true, We have to be careful of the decisions we make.YES. If in that decision it doesn't go as planned, it's a lesson learned. This is what makes us stronger. In that strength, We will endure through many trials and tribulations with humility and humbleness! Where maybe, those with the noses tooted up understand when you say, "your situation wasn't that bad" is considered an insultOr deal with folks "chi- chiing" behind ya back, slandering your name and they really don't understand what it means to sacrifice. Until they have walked in your shoes, who are they to say?! So, you really have no choice but to 'keep it movin' leave somethings behind. Don't forget to be honest about it! You, Woman! you have such strength. You!, Woman!, you have such endurance that it can not be under estimated! YOU can't take it for granted! You must go on and put yo big girl panties on, now! Often times you may be misunderstood in your plight for discovery, freedom, and love! The journey is your own. If you choose to share that journey it is by your own right. Let no one take it light! You continue to STAND and fight. If you fail, it doesn't mean the plan has been diminished, it only means the plan has to be shifted. Seasons change and nothing stays the same. So my point is, that slap in the face is not really that, you felt it but it didn't hurt. You were being pushed forward. The time comes again where you now have to move to the next, you know, "MAKING DECISIONS" track no.7, Jay-Z says it best! ...On to the NEXT

"O"!...He was sleeping

I had him last night...
He didn't even know it.
I rocked him up and down, side to side
and he fell for it
It wasn't the slip of a mickey
nor did he pop a bean
He just lay there, as I did my bounce and shoulder lean
rocking my hips
like this and like that
he tried to move but had no come back
A tiger who is now but a cub
he laid there breathless, as I smoked one
getting all his love
Every now and then
I'd hear his subtle moans
I continued to take my time
while he got his mind blown
There is no pun in this, but,
Punny was totally deep,
you feel me, cause he could
every ounce of my essence
covering his black wood
A blissful massage as I whispered in his ear
"How you feel baby?"
his answer boggled, completely unclear
OMG! I'm bout to do it
Baby wake up, you don't want to miss this...
Inhale, Exhale this will be timeless
I shook, I took, in the finest of all moments
I closed my eyes, look to the sky
this one took the longest
I kissed his cheek
he stroked my breast
Intensely subdued
He then opened an eye
by then it was too late
I had done my drive by.

...just one of them days!

I tend to not get stomp,
but here I am, with my throat lumped, gasping for air
The most natural reaction is to just breathe,
Inhale!
Exhale!
I feel as if I'm labor.
But I ain't pregnant...I'm just saying Count to ten!
Push!
Hold it
Hold it...now breathe!
Months of sacrifice is worth a lifetime of joy
SMH!
How much further?!
Keep me in the middle of the road, O Lord!
Have mercy on my soul!
I've been here before, even though the landscaping is different
"Don't be scared!, what's wrong with you?!?"
You have to relax!
Breathe in
Breathe out
Let your supernatural take over!
You forgot you are a superhero, you know!
Wonder twin powers - Activate! LOL!!

Shake it off “J"

PHEW! I feel better now!

LET"S GO!



Japonica